Olivia Colman talks to the Big Issue

113848087-1 In a candid interview, the brilliant Olivia Colman discusses her “black clouds” and the tears of filming Broadchurch


Olivia Colman might be the in-demand darling of UK television right now, but the Broadchurch star admits she still has the odd “black cloud” moment in her life.

Colman is stealing the show as the likeable and down-to-earth police sergeant Ellie Miller alongside former Doctor Who David Tennant in ITV’s Broadchurch.

However, for all her dark moments, the 39-year-old insists that this is a long way from the teenage version of herself that “had a problem with not eating”.

“As a teenager I worried in private about lots of things but I was good at faking it,” the BAFTA nominated star told The Big Issue.

“I was a fairly jolly teenager but there was a time when I had a problem with not eating and struggling with body confidence. I had black clouds. And still do.

“But now I know when I’m in a fug and that it’ll pass. I had post-natal depression after my first baby. But I knew I loved my baby, I’ve always been able to see what I have in my life.

“It would be nice to go back in my life to those early fugs and tell my younger self, you’ll be okay. This will pass. And you will be loved. Don’t make any rash decisions in this moment.

“You can make the world work and have a brilliant time. And if you’re not skinny, fuck it. I’m basically a pretty upbeat person.”

Broadchurch, now in its penultimate week, sees Colman’s Detective Sergeant Miller investigate the murder of a schoolboy and explores the impact that the death has on a small, close-knit community.

And Colman revealed that she couldn’t keep her emotions in check during the making of the hit crime drama.

“Making Broadchurch, I couldn’t stop crying,” she said. “It’s just awful, the idea that your children could go before you.

“I’d have a scene and they’d say, you’re not crying in this scene, and I’d think, yeah right, good luck with that.”

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Olivia Colman – I’m lucky I’m not a pin up

Satellite Ask Olivia Colman about her role as a plain-speaking woman cop in gripping new ITV drama Broadchurch and she says modestly: “I’m not a pin-up.”

The in-demand star has a string of brilliant sitcom performances to her credit plus a Bafta nomination, reports the Sunday People .

Now she is winning the nation’s affection as the likeable down-to-earth detective sergeant Ellie Miller beside former Doctor Who David Tennant.

Olivia, 39, claims her success in landing good parts in films and on TV is because she does not mind snubbing glamour to look just ordinary.

She said: “I feel fortunate that I’m not a beauty. I’m not a classic beauty. I feel it is harder for girls who are like that. There are fewer parts.

“It took me a long time to get used to it but I think, ‘If I’m allowed to play parts where I look s*** I’ll get more.

“For some reason people imagine that dramatic things happen to people who don’t look beautiful.

“So I feel fortunate that I’ve managed to get into that market and I’ve loved every part I’ve played.

“I’m not a pin-up, thankfully. I’m not suggesting I feel unconfident. I am beautiful to my husband. I am beautiful to my friends. I feel sexy and all those things with the people I love.”

Olivia appeared in the film Hot Fuzz and TV comedies including Peep Show, Rev and Green Wing.

In last year’s Twenty Twelve, a hilarious BBC show about the team preparing London for the Olympics, her performance as lovelorn assistant Sally earned her a Bafta nomination.

She also won acclaim as downtrodden Hannah in the award-winning 2011 British film Tyrannosaur.

In The Iron Lady she played Margaret Thatcher’s daughter Carol in scenes with Hollywood legend Meryl Streep, 63.

Meryl, who won a Best Actress Oscar for playing Thatcher in the 2011 film, described Olivia as “divinely ­gifted” as an actress.

Not everyone has been as quick as Meryl Streep to recognise her talent.

When the British actress was 20 she worked as a cleaner and struggled to make ends meet.

Olivia recalled: “It was really hard. There were years of no work and months of no work. It was a hard time.”

She has even told how she made the best of the bad times and enjoyed polishing lights and organising offices.

Olivia said: “I do go into things thinking, ‘Right I’m going to enjoy this.’

But I actually really loved my cleaning jobs.

I loved the job satisfaction. I’d really go to town. I’d wipe skirting boards, the top of lights…

“And I always thought if there was a secret camera they would be proud of me because I never did anything naughty. I never looked in drawers.”

Olivia credits her husband, writer Ed Sinclair, for getting her through tough times after they met at Cambridge University in the 1990s.

“My husband and I were very lucky,” she said. “We met when we had nothing and we loved each other then. So we were all right. We were 20 and he was also an actor. If you meet at that age then you are fine.

“For me it was thunderbolts straight away.”

She is undoubtedly at the top of her profession but Olivia still has the experience of failing to land parts she wanted.

And she still finds the rejection hard to handle. She said: “I still audition now. The rejection really hurt and it still does. Recently I auditioned for two jobs and I didn’t get either.

“That was a bit upsetting. I love my job and I know I am very lucky but still, if you audition and you don’t get it, it still affects you.”

Now she is revelling in the success of ITV’s Broadchurch, which has pulled in more than seven million viewers.

Olivia’s Det Sgt Miller investigates the murder of schoolboy Danny Latimer when his body is found at the foot of a cliff. The compelling eight-part drama is far more than just a whodunit.

It looks at how 11-year-old Danny’s death affects the small close-knit seaside community in the English south-western county of Dorset.

When she was getting into her character Olivia felt the emotional impact of quizzing the dead boy’s grieving parents because it made her think of her two young children.

She told the Sunday People: “I’ve got kids of my own. Performing some of the scenes was heart-wrenching.

“I wasn’t meant to cry nearly as much as I did. I couldn’t stop myself. It’s such an awful thing.

“The scenes with Jodie Whittaker and Andy Buchan were very emotional. It was impossible. I challenge anyone to look at them and not cry.

“I didn’t have to do any research. It’s all in the script.

“I know people approach it differently but I think if you believe what you are saying and the character isn’t that far off from yourself then you are going to be fine.

“I’ve read a lot of scripts and you get good at knowing which ones you want to do and this one was incredible.”

“Now I’m amazed at the viewing figures Broadchurch is getting. It’s such a beautiful script and it’s encouraging that the nation does not want to be thought of as stupid.

“They like a gripping intelligently written drama and I’m thrilled that everyone likes it.”

Olivia’s co-star David Tennant, 41, plays detective inspector Alec Hardy.

She said they struck up a close friendship during filming.

The pair would regularly find themselves laughing at the dour character David plays.

She said: “We all got on so well and enjoyed going to work even though it was a miserable subject matter. We all adored each other.Olivia+Colman+Iron+Lady+European+Premiere+3Zl_cwwqIFPlart

“David Tennant is gorgeous. He is so jolly and happy and witty.

“It was a big delight. We had a giggle being mean to each other. He is so warm and charming and having to play someone who is so socially inept was hilarious.

“We would all go to the pub and out for dinner. It was like a big family.”

Olivia was born and brought up in Norfolk, the daughter of a nurse and a chartered surveyor.

At Homerton College, Cambridge, she met future co-stars David Mitchell and Robert Webb and auditioned for the Footlights.

She spent a term doing a primary school teacher training course before deciding to switch to drama and trained at the Bristol Old Vic Theatre School.

Olivia had first got the acting bug playing Miss Jean Brodie, aged 16, in a school production.

She said: “I was on stage and suddenly felt really at ease and at home. But at that age you keep it to yourself and say, ‘I want to be a nurse or a teacher.’”

Broadchurch was filmed on the cliffs and shores of Dorset and in the town of Clevedon, North Somerset.

It meant Olivia, who lives in London, spent time away from her sons Finn, seven, and Hal, five.

She said: “I miss my kids when they are not there so I make sure work isn’t far away from them. They keep me grounded.”

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Olivia Colman: Scenes with dead child’s parents left me in tears

Olivia+Colman+Iron+Lady+European+Premiere+3Zl_cwwqIFPlart Filming heart-wrenching scenes for upcoming ITV drama Broadchurch left the actress, who is better known for her comedy roles, in floods.

The compelling eight-parter, in which Olivia plays DS Ellie Miller, opens with the grim discovery of schoolboy Danny Latimer’s body at the foot of a cliff.

She was moved to tears during the scenes when DS Miller quizzes the dead boy’s grief-stricken parents.

Olivia said: “I found it really hard to do the emotional scenes with Jodie Whittaker and Andrew Buchan who play Danny’s parents.

“Because they are such beautiful actors, I had a hard time keeping it together.

“My character wasn’t supposed to cry half as much as she ended up doing but I couldn’t stop myself. It was so sad.”

Olivia is best known for appearing in TV comedies including Peep Show, Rev, Twenty Twelve and Green Wing. But it wasn’t just the serious subject matter of Broadchurch that wiped the smile off her face.

The mum-of-two found it hard being away from her family while filming on location in Dorset. She wasn’t the only one. Co-star David Tennant, who plays DI Alec Hardy, also found it tough going.

They battled their homesickness together by watching videos of their kids.

Olivia said: “The worst thing was being away from home and my family for so long. I don’t think I will ever be away for that long again.

“Stupidly, when I took the job, I didn’t realise it was all going to be filmed away from London. I thought we’d pop off and do the cliff scenes in the West Country but do all the internal stuff in London.

“So it came as a bit of a shock. But David and I got on really well and he feels the same as me. So on Friday nights, after filming finished, we’d leg it to get into the car and head home to our families.

“He totally understands and we’d be looking at videos of our kids on our phones to keep ourselves buoyant.”

Under the glare of the media spotlight, the grim case is investigated by local copper DS Miller and newcomer DI Hardy.

Yet Broadchurch, which begins on March 4, is far more than just a whodunit. It looks at how 11-year-old Danny’s death affects the small, close-knit seaside community.

Former Doctor Who star David revealed how the role also gave him an agonising insight into the lives of grieving parents.

He said: “As actors, our job is to always empathise and think oneself into the emotional situation, whatever that may be.

“This script has great humanity and the writer, Chris Chibnall, shows immense understanding of the human condition in all the different characters and the way the death impacts on the community.

“I think it will have emotional empathy, which is what pulls the audience in whatever it is — whether it’s a murder mystery or something set in the future on Mars. It’s the range of characters and their responses to this horribly heightened situation that make Broadchurch so compelling.”

The drama, which also stars Birds Of A Feather’s Pauline Quirke, has plenty of twists and turns — for both viewers and the cast who were kept in the dark as to the outcome.

David explained: “I had two scripts to look at and knew that other scripts would be appearing throughout the process. But we wouldn’t get final scripts until months into the shoot. It was a gamble.

“But the fact that I read it from cover to cover in one pass and was left at the end of the first episode desperately wanting to know what happens next was telling.

“That initial response is always worth noting. If it grabs you and you want to know more, and if you’re intrigued by the characters in that first moment, that’s always something to be pursued.”

He added: “When you’re playing those initial interviews with characters and you genuinely don’t know what the truth is, you can’t load those scenes with ‘actorly’ tricks.

“You have to play it for what it is, which can only make it more real. You can be as exasperated about the mystery of the characters as the audience will be.

“It’s great to be part of something where all the characters have powerful stories to tell. There’s the whodunit aspect but there are other stories going on and such wonderful people portraying those parts.

“It’s great to be able to see those characters and worlds develop.”

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Colman: Broadchurch so emotional

142384248GALL Olivia Colman has confessed she had to stop herself bursting into tears on the set of new crime drama Broadchurch, because the story is so sad.

The Peep Show star plays Detective Sergeant Ellie Miller in the ITV drama, who is investigating the murder of a boy found on a beach, and the actress confessed she found Jodie Whittaker and Andrew Buchan’s performances as the bereaved parents overpowering.

Olivia said: “They were amazing, but I couldn’t look at them without sobbing.”

She added: “It’s quite upsetting. But it was lovely. I worked with David Tennant, who is the nicest man in the world, so that was a joy working with somebody so lovely.”

The drama was filmed on the Dorset coast, and Olivia revealed she had been hoping to treat her family to a seaside holiday on her days off, but the terrible British weather got in the way.

She said: “I was going to book a caravan for my kids to come and everything and then it p***ed it down, so we didn’t.”

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